Look how beautiful it is here…
Time really flies…I’ve been here a whole year now, and have felt so ungrounded. I’m trying to reign it all in, but I’m struggling for sure. Very difficult when everything and everyone is unfamiliar.
I feel like I’m so in my head all the damn time gleaning insight into my own behavior as well as reviewing past situations. And I keep thinking I’m either super brave or kinda crazy to have been attuned to Reiki while being around my family.
Generally, the stakes have been "upped" for me...so in order to stay aligned, I've enlisted some much needed outside help to keep me on track- a lady I met when I still lived in the Bay Area. Basically, I've hired someone to kick my own ass.
I want to go home to California...but I moan about it constantly and it’s annoying. I’m sorry. I honestly don’t know what to do. But at least I have a mentor now, and… a means?